♥ I flew everywhere with love inside of me

Year2009already

2009 doesn't seems to be a good year for one, it didn't started out nicely i guess. To start it, we didn't managed to rush to marina barrage in time to view the spectacular fireworks. We could make it if not for the traffic police who closed the road at the motherfucking timing. NBZZ. They didn't state that the road would be closed lor. Crapzzzzz. Spoiled the totally anticipating 2009 mood already can.

Next, within 2hours into 2009, I lost a friend. YAYNESS. Ha, perhaps ima born a bitch. Born to bitch too. Friends come and go, dont they? Maybe i dont understand how to handle a friendship properly, but at this stage, I care no more. I have many friends out there, maybe not close, but who cares, still friends. Its good to have a wide social circle u know, unlike sticking to some people only. Ok better stop bitching before i get rottting mouth.

And then, this one confirm i want to niam. NBZZ. Not much people msg me to say HAPPY NEW YEAR lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. WHAT THE HELL....... sibei sad ok. I keep fiddling with my phone to see if message come beeping in. Beginning I console myself by saying "nvm network jam network jam" but WTH AFTER 1 2 3 4 5 HOURS STILL only a few messages ):

ok better stop whining too.

so anyway, knowing that my craving for sushi has never been stronger than ever, B brought me to my all time favourite HANABI restaurant to satisfy my cravings for jap cuisine :DD HOHO. The food is still as nice, but we ate rather little. As usual i ate more than him, but i ate lesser than usual. lol. waste the buffet $$ can. Didnt manage to recoup back our loss. lol.

"NBZZ STOP TAKING PHOTO OF ME I TELL U!"

spot him?

After dinner, B took me to kallang to see scenery and take peektures :D

So as u know, we didnt manage to make it to marina barrage to view fireworks, so we ended up stopping at somewhere along the road when u exit the highway to view it. patheticccc right. ): take videos/photos of fireworks still got the irritating construction bars + cranes, machiam to act decorations like that. argh. dulan can.

O_O

After fireworks, bestie was in town with some of her friends. So B being a nice bf, knowing that i die also must see my bestflen, he drove down to cine to let me seeeeee her and take peektureess :D lol!

2009 isn't a good year because its only been 5days, yet i fell sick alr. Getting constant nagging + scolding from my mum over my messy room + overcrowding wardrobe.

But nvm. 2009 will be a better year to come cuz in like 3days time, im leaving sg for a good 5D4N with bestie for a holiday in bangkok. Yes, i know bangkok is dangerous with its situation now, but from what i know, the media in sg is kinda exaggerating the news. Its not that bad afterall. I have thai friends who said situation is alrightz. I have friends who just returned from bangkok all safe and sound. omgggg cant wait for the shopppppingzz :D

Dont worry guys, those who have asked me to keep a lookout for the things u want, i will definitely try to keep a lookout k. :D

Jess is sucha sweetie. I was asking her what does she wants from bangkok, she said " You to come back safely in one piece" OOooooOoooOooo. heart melts. LOL.

k luh. thats all for now people.

gotta slp. there's still work tml u see, and till then, its a week of FUN. :D

YAYNESS!

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 11.30pm

♥Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Will u still look into my eyes and say you love me, after all these happenings?

I'm confused. You've become part of my life, a habit for me. But everything's now in a mess. I don't wanna be mad at you, cuz I'm in fault too. But I'm willing to give it another try. I hope everything's gonna turn out fine, and prove to me, that this decision of mine, isn't wrong at all. Thanks bestie for always supporting me during this darkness and frightful period of mine. Lovelove.

Year 2008 has been an eventful year for me. It marks the year of a crazy 11months study marathon to prepare for the Alevels, a year that brought me and bestie closer, a year of me transforming into young adult, a year that could possibly mark the end of my volleyball career, a year of new friendships, a year where i celebrated my 1st year anni with B, a year of many stayovers at bestie's place, a year of many quarrels with close friends and thereafter patching up again, a year that I understand myself better. I cant believe how year 2008 just flash past like this, like, it has never even ocurred before. Everything's moving too fast, too fast. And now, its time to make yet again, new resolutions for the year of 2009. And resolution Number 1 would be to save money which i think it is highly unattainable. Lol.

Today's d countdown for the New Year already. Have everyone dolled up yourselves to have a night of fun?! Well, for me, I'm just gonna wear casual cuz i wanna play with the pssssssppppsssss thing and irritate everyone like how everyone irritated me on xmas eve. haha. Evil thoughts. And I'm still not sure who I'm meeting though, but definitely I'll be meeting somebody who's very special to me :D

And finally, a very happy new year to all of u out there! I hope u guys have fun k! (:

xoxo,

stay happy k?

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 2.46pm

♥Friday, December 26, 2008

haaaaalloooooooha everyone!

Was Xmas 08 fun for u guys?! I didn't have much of a xmas mood but hey, i attempted to be a santarina by wearing those mini santa claus hat that u see everyone else in the street wearing it. But mine is totally different because its 100% handmade with love, and its a lil bigger, with a bit of blingbling than those sold outside. :D I had work right in the morning (sianzz right) but i ended earlier since i start earlier and i spent my day in town with bestie and luxuan. We slack at Gloria Jeans, dine in at Shokudo, and roam around cine because everywhere else there were people with that ppppssssssspppppppppssssssss thingy that they spray on you making you totally dirty and smelly and unglam.

Hahahahaaaa did i mention that many people actually aim at those bangalares. Pity them man, but the scene was hilarious. We were bored so we went to starbucks to get some drinks and snacks and most importantly, to avoid the crazy crowd out there cuz once the clock strikes 12, the pppppppssssssssspppppppppppssssssss thing is EVERYWHERE. Then we soon get boreed again and so we went to clarke quay to find some random friends and cab home which costs a bomb, but nvm. Guess what. Cuz i earned $30 in just a mere 10mins. I had additional 10 or so more xmas handmade santa claus hats with me, so i put them all on my fingers and walked around cine, and in like within 10mins, it was all sold out! :D good market huh. Should invent more things to wear on the head next yr. hahahahaaaaaaaaaaa.

okeh okeh photosszzz.

My colleagues:

If u track back, you'll have a similar photo of me & bestie taken at the same place same spot. It was on prom night btw. haha.

I ate this for my dinner but hardly ate half of it. I think i ate like 3balls only and 10spaghetti. lol.

Haven been eating a proper proper meal for the past few weeks, like 1meal per day, and even so, i eat like curry puff etc instead of normal proper food. And hence, I've alr lost 2.5kg. Ohyea. Happy. Reaching my desired weight very very soon :D

cute right!

try to give the innocent kitten face :O lol

Anw after work yst, B drove to vivo to come pick me up to bring me to eatttttttt. yea. Bbq cheeeeeekeeeeeen wings is theeeeee best i tell u :D Then we came over to my place and did xmas gift exchange. Oh i handmade a card for him (actually i did for a number of friends la. Eh ying and jess, ur cards still at my place), bought a GAP top for him, and designed a crystal ball for him with sparkles inside and chocolates and folded hearts and cotton wool to create the snowy effect. ooOoooO.

And B finally showed some creativity this time round. HAHA. A box filled with straw hearts, candies, mini piglet softtoy and this photoframe? I dont know what it is called anw but its like out photos in acrylic glass. And one more lil sweet thing which I wont say cuz its too mussshyyyy and also a card filled with love but ugly handwriting (LOL).

And then soon he fell sick and feel feverish and so he stayed over at my place and we slepppppppttttttt zzzzzzzz.

ohya received those photoshoooooot pictures alr. I wouldn't put them all up cuz its truckloads of them so i randomly picked some 10 photos. haha. I thought i looked very very fugly. eeeeeee.

ok thatsss all for now dear girls and boys.

13more days to bangkok trip. OMG. I didn't even realised that until that night when me and bestie was in the cab, she was checking calender and she's like, 2 MORE WEEEEKS. omg. time flies. see. time flies. shit. turning into old hag liao. Better put more masks. haha.

toodles!

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 18.46pm

♥Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Xmas eve is tml.
I wonder how people out there are gonna celebrate it.
sianzzz i got work. Bestie also got work. But neBerMinDz. We're still meeting after work :D

I find it hard to blog out my thoughts and feelings nowadays on this ground.
You'll nvr know who is reading this.
I think my mum reads my blog, and even some aunties, which i find it scary.
And even so, I still gotta face some reactions of the people who reads my blog.
And i dont like it.
Sometimes i wish i could switch it to livejournal and lock my feelings up.
ohwell.

I wished everything is like what it used to be, like 2weeks ago.
But i know thats the end already.
):

current mood: moody

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 10.46pm

♥Monday, December 22, 2008

(edit)

omg im sorry guys i dunno why on earth the photos turn out so tiny.

lazy to make changes.

super tired alr.

and some colour of the peektures suxks cuz its too dark, but im again, too lazy to edit cuz im tiredddd.

sorrrrrrrrrrrrrry.

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hi ppl its been long since i last blogged a proper post.

Work is tiring me out.

I wish im still leading that taitai life, everyday slping till 5pm, out in town almost everyday, but nah, unless i marry a rich husband. hahaaaa!

alrightz few days ago i had class chalet :D

sadly, i didnt stayed overnight cuz staying over night = paying more BUT i really pokpokpokpok to the max. so i just hang ard, and den slept at bestie's place since its kinda near :D

the burger is even bigger than a crab!

wed night i went phuture with bestie.

We reached there at around 8.45pm (so early right) BUT ITS FULL HOUSE.

omg.

sianzzzzz to the max.

so we went st james in the end.

the songs are alrighttttt, but the crowd dont really have alot of my-age-ppl. Most of them are around 22 and above which is sianzzzzz (both men and women). So me and bestie seems like the youngest there. lol.

saw ying there

The next day we met nannan for lunch. den bestie came my place to get the xmas album :D

eh i spend damn loads of time on it ok.

but she didn't cry leh.

sad leh.

lol.

and then we nua, fell asleep, well waiting for nannan to end his meeting to go watch twilight :D

anw this is my colleague, Shiyan. :D

colleagues are nice :D

job isn't that tiring cuz considering that nafnaf is sucha highend boutique, only the rich taitais & angmohs actually patronize us.

so its kindaaaa alright :D

my room is in a mess, mama is complaining everday. Floor, wardrobe, table, EVERYWHERRE in the room is like....... MESSY. omggggggg. time to pack.

sorry gtg, there's work again tml.

Hope tml gonna be a better day :D

Tell me, why have u changed suddenly?

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 2.36am

♥Friday, December 19, 2008

oh gosh

im running a fever now.

my head feels heavy, my body is shivering.
And the worst thing to ever happen, is that I got work tml from 1pm till 11pm.

And that sister at home totally cant be trusted.
AN-GER-RY sia.

blog soon (;

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 11.00pm

♥Tuesday, December 16, 2008

So i went over to Nafnaf's office yst to sign the contract and to know more abt the policies and pay and blahblahblah. whoo. I love the pay :D

Me and B decided to go have some swensens sundaes and so we wanted to go parkway to eat. But since the office was at macpherson, we were kinda lost, so we were trying out routes to see where we will end up in. And tada, we ended up in Nicoll Highway which means ERP $_$.

Nicoll Highway brought us to Marina Square. okay nvm so we decide to just eat at Marina Square and so we were happily driving around to get into the carpark, but hell, we ended up in some Fort Canning Tunnel which spells ANOTHER ERP $_$ and it brought us to TOWN. omggggggg.

And then we came to a conclusion that we should stop driving around lest another ERP. haha.

After those sundaes, i wanna eat cheeeeeken wings from ecp. Drove to ecp, to realise that the east cost park food lagoon is closed for spring cleaning.

wah.

Sibei sianzzzzzxxxxzzzzzz.

Anw, I will be off for 3D2N cuz its class chalet + staying over at bestie's place + phuture = HAPPY SHENNY :D

OHYA.

Got a new incoming advertisement from Nuffnang on NETS Christmas Campaign SS.

Coming soon.

21st dec.

yeas.

KA-CHING KA-CHING.

$_$

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 2.46pm

♥Saturday, December 13, 2008

fucking sian.
today's Zoukout. But here I am typing this boring entry. crap.
No job@Zoukout. sian.
No money to even go zoukout to have fun. sian x2.

I squandered away like $600 in just a mere 1week. wth. I dunno what kinda shit lifestyle im having now. Everyday is a money spending day. I even had to borrow $100 from my mum just now to support myself now. I should just stop buying this&that and cabbing here and cabbing there.
$100 would just be used for meals.
promise?
promise.

Hello hello, are u there?
I'm tired of blogging already.
I see my blog counter counting like 100over ppl each day, but yet i dont receive any tags and its damn disgustingly disturbing.
But nah, I wouldn't stop blogging cuz it has become part of me.

And those xmas cards are tiring me out. Esp bestie's one.
guaaaaa.
):

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 11.46pm

♥Friday, December 12, 2008

miE beStiE aNdd ii RUleXz thEe wOrLddz.

Hi world.

I finally got a job.

I'll be working in NAFNAF.

hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa starting work next fri. Means I'll have money. To top on, I'll be a tuition teacher too, teaching foreign students. The pay is WHOOOHOOOOO.

Plus, if there's any roadshows, $_$

KA-CHING KA-CHING.

I wanna work for Zoukout tml, its $150 for like 5hrs + free admission + free drink. omfg can u believe it. I wanna work. But B kinda forbids. But still i wanna work. But Darren that asshole haven get back to me. argh.

So anw, yst i was again with bestie.

I think ima a freaking good friend can.

I accompanied her for like 5hrs till her work starts.

Wanted to catch Wildgirls but damn it, its not showing in GV. Is it still showing?? I wanna watch it. ): me and bestie bloody sad.

I ate muaji. She put her arms over my shoulder (only she can do this cuz she taller) den i ate my muaji and i feed her and i think we 2 bloody look like some lesbian but we're both long hair both in dress but ppl are staring at us like some weirdos. hahahaaaaa.

Bestie was tired cuz she spend the whole night with _____ and she ended up slping only 2hrs.

We went to seat outside the toilet in marina square. I blast mp3 player and she slept on my shoulders, somehow slide down, ended up slping on my boobs for a whole half an hr. zzz. And still shift position to make it more comfortable. what the hell.

slp until damn shiok can. -.-

and being sucha good friend, i waited her till she knock off from work which is 11.30pm.

Cine with darren and ate kopitiammmmm.

No $$ to cab.

Bestie's dad came to rescue.

Send all of us home.

YEAS.

07S412 chalet is next tues-thurs.

I forsee that the chalet would be cramped up.

I wanna slp.

So im thinking of gg for bbq and play & when i wanna slp, i would just go bestie's place to slp. Wed night gonna be phuture. And after that slp at bestie's place again.

YEA.

this is the cool man.

xmas is coming.

better start doing those xmas cards.

But i've got zero ideas now on how to decorate and design it. Gotta set those lazy brains to think again!

this is the shit man.

Shaun is coming back from hongkong liaozzz.

YEAS.

I want my xmas prezziezzz. :D

goodbye world.

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 9.06pm

♥Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Wow yst i finally exercised. Ha. Ya right. I exercised my mouth only. I smiled for like 4fuckinghours! omfg! numb liao can -.-

yst was 8 photographers to me only. omfg. scared the pee out of me initially. haha!

Will get hold of those photos by next weekend :D wheeeeeee.

And Joanne promised to develop those photos for me into an album for free. Wah photoshoot free makeup free hairdo free album free. If only everything in this world is free (yah fat hope). I need MAHNEH MAHNEH!!!

$_$

After the shoot, I met B to go makan at 85. Bestie came to join us too after her work ^^

yeayeaaaaaaaa!

I ate fried oyster, fried hokkien mee, bbq chicken wings, sugarcane.

omfg.

spells fat.

Den B drove us ard changi village to bio bapoks but yst night only had one bapok. eeyer not fun one ):

omg momo shave its hair! hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa looked so different now!

Today's my 21st with B. wowwwww so fast right!

Did nth much though, just went to ECP to eat and to enjoy the sea breeze :D

Ate laksa, chicken wings, stingray, sugarcane.

omfg.

spells fat again.

and to top of that, I haven't been exercising for 1 2 3 4 5 years can! ):

omg.

fat.

yea La Senza & Women's Secret called me down for interview alr. yeayeaaa tml im gg for interview.

i need job.

i need money.

i think i'll be doing as a tuition teacher too (for pri sch kids of cuz)

ha.

MAHNEH, I NEED U!

To bestie, im so sorrry i cant accompany u to phuture today. ):

NEXT WEEK IS A PROMISE KAY!

SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY!

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 9.45pm

♥Tuesday, December 09, 2008

(edit)

shenny: BeStiE i LurBex eUu 1314 wOrzX! MuAckX.
stef: OmGxX. WhY eUu tYpe LikE tiZ hAhAxx. ii lUrvEx eUu tOo. hEhExx.

hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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The rain is sucha spoiler!
Photoshoot @ pulau ubin was cancelled yst due to the unexpected rain. grrrr. Today, Mr Sunshine decides to shine itself again but today im doing a studio shoot, not outdoor. wthhhhhhhhh.

Anw, whooooooohooooooooooo, bestie's back in town!!! wheeeeeee! But parents are also back in town. U know parents are sucha pain in the neck, argh. I cant hang out with bestie every single day till 6am in the morning alr liao luhhhhh. To add on, Bestie's work @ cotton on body has just started. She's gonna be real busy, leaving me this rotting queen to rot to death. ):
nvm. I will keep myself occupied by making christmas cards for my love ones ^^
Do u know i spend $86 @ withlove to buy materials for the xmas cards. And im only making a few this yr, so if u happen to receive it, u better be jumping all over the moon. HAHA!

oh anw anw yst i went town to find bestie(: whooooooooooooooooooo she bought a dress for me from hongkong! hanar hanar i know i dua bai only wear dress k! -.-
and last night i talked on the phone with her for 2hrs until i zzzzzzzzzzzz lol. so fun so fun!
im making something special for bestie this xmas season! winkswinks.
love u bestie.
gtg alr for photoshoot.
i look fugly today i dont feel like taking any photos.
argh.

Global warming is killing my polar bears at 1.15pm

♥Saturday, December 06, 2008

heyyoo i know its been long since i updated my blog with PeeKtuReXz. haha. been really busy, yet i dont know what reasons made me so busy! haha! must be those late hang-outs :p

Anyway lets start with events that took place from 27th Nov - 30th Nov.

SITEX:

Thanks to those who came to find me during my work! Eileen Jess Bestie! (:

Its nice working there, knowing new ppl, and seeing so many of current/ex sch mates working there too! :D

On the last day of Sitex, bestie brought her dad over to purchase the membership from me! so sweeeeeet of her! love! Met up with bestie after work to go to town to find Shaun and Darren. Slack. and i went over to bestie's hse to stayover!

I was feeeeling so sleeeeeeeeeeepppppppppyyy after working continuously for 4days when shaun called to said he cycled down to bestie's place. We went down and attempt to walked from bestie's place to changi village (btw we walked for like 2hrs) but my legs really nuaaaa gao cannot nua anymoreee. so we headed back home and zzzzzzzzzzz. :D

magggggggimeee

We woke up in the afternoon like 1pm feeling fucking hungry so we ordered KFC delivery!

smelly momo smell food and came into the room

her junk roooooooom

see me and bestie like twins!

bestie went to pierce her eye brows. whoooooooooooo. recently im like having more friends with piercings. i think piercings are cooooooool but im not someone who would try it though. haha!

On Monday night we decided to go clubbbbbbbbbbbbbbing at zoukkkkkk. Went with shaun and darren and i saw lotsssssaaa friends there. soccer guys, random mjc ppl, tpjc friends etc. haha.

I dont really like the crowd that night. (u know u know why)