♥ I flew everywhere with love inside of me

GOODBYE

Although you are one of my best friends, and I do love you so,
I know we may never speak again, thats terrible to know.

I remember good times, that we shared together,
the jokes we shared, times we cried, that may be gone forever.

The times when you were there for me, stood by me every step,
and the times when I stood by you, when you needed help.

All things they must come to an end, although I don't know why,
the only thing I can say, is goodbye, my friend, goodbye.

hi shennyyang.blogspot.com, i guess i won't be speaking to u for the longest time ever (perhaps until end of As unless i miss u). It's a joy to have you as a faithful companion for 3yrs, you've brought across my joy and sorrows to my friends, but yet sometimes received back nasty and unnecessary comments which both me and u don't need it. It's time for u to take a rest and a long nap...

So goodbye and sleep tight(:

But if only a deep sleep will help me forget everything..

"Never be the same again"

Come on. Ooh, yeah.

Never be the same again.

I call you up whenever things go wrong.

You're always there. You are my shoulder to cry on.

I can't believe it took me quite so long.

To take the forbidden step.

Is this something that I might regret?

Nothing ventured nothing gained.

A lonely heart that can't be tamed.

I'm hoping that you feel the same.

This is something that I can't forget.

I thought that we would just be friends.

Things will never be the same again.

It's just the beginning it's not the end.

Things will never be the same again.

It's not a secret anymore.

Now we've opened up the door.

Starting tonight and from now on.

We'll never, never be the same again.

Never be the same again.

Now I know that we were close before.

I'm glad I realised I need you so much more.

And I don't care what everyone will say.

It's about you and me.

And we'll never be the same again.

I thought that we would just be friends

Things will never be the same again.

It's just the beginning it's not the end.

Things will never be the same again.

It's not a secret anymore.

Now we've opened up the door.

Starting tonight and from now on.

We'll never, never be the same again.

Never be the same again.

yeas fri is coming means B is booking out :) :)) :))) :))))
I got so much to tell him and i think i need his shoulder and i need him to sayang me and make me happy and make me smile and make me laugh, i wanna watch mama mia with him.

tml's last PE session. And i'll have the v last PE session with the love of my life, nehneh. lol. Nehneh i miss u so much(: love u!
How many BFF can a person have in her/his whole life? One that can really be trusted with secrets/problems, one that can really understand me?
Come to think of it, I immediately think of 2 such person. And i thought it's quite pathetic. But finally, I've got the 3rd person alr(:

goodnight and goodbye
my heart is aching, do u know?

8.50pm

24/9/08

Something happened funny in class today!

There's this passage in our GP P2 comprehension that has the phrase "sharper risk handicappers"
So the conversation goes like this:

Mr Lee: Do u know what is a sharper risk handicappers?
Class: No
Mr Lee: Sharper risk handicappers are ppl who can assess risk well. Anyone in the class does scuba diving?
Class: (points to me)
Mr Lee: Research shown that divers have low IQ
Me: thanks~
Mr Lee: They know its a dangerous sport but yet they still risk their life. Isn't that stupid? I got a jc friend who died while diving u know...
Class guys: DIE LA SHENNY U MY JC FRIEND U GONNA DIE
Mr Lee: My friend is a girl
Class guys: DIE LA SHENNY U'RE A GIRL U GONNA DIE
Mr Lee: My friend is quite pretty...
Class guys: WAH HENG AH... SHENNY U NOT GONNA DIE

-.-

thanks man!!! -.-

anywayz my Dajie is back from bangkok and she bought me my prom dress for only $20! Now since i got a new prom dress, probably I'll go, but somehow a part of me is still reluctant to go cuz...

i enjoy spending time with my new made friends. At least I'm not left out(: and the thing abt is me is that i hate being left out.

Stop being a copycat -.-

8.25pm

22/9/08

just got some results back today. wtf. Chem results and gp P1 were fking disappointing, esp chem. Although i know i would fail it but i thought maybe i hit the no. 3 digit but im still stuck at the no 2 digit. but luckily its a high one. And i merely just passed my GP P1. -.-
I guess i need to do some reflection and do something constructive for my chem. ~.~

can everything really be back to what it was like in the past? I doubt so.

5.01pm

21/9/08

Hi everybody as promised I'm here to blog :d

Thurs(18/9/08)

SCREAM ITS TGI-EOP!!! (end of prelims)

after physcis mcq paper i went home to hibernate

hibernate halfway gotta wake up to meet forever busy w projects that cheesecake

ate pastamania and i got 2 additional chops on my pastamania card (YEA!)

Pohli came to join us

Starbucks and stef left soon after

me & pohli talked for like 3hrs plus (!!!!!) (i was still afraid initially that we wouldn't have any topics to talk)

Pohli! lesson learnt: dont ever tell anyone what u like (unless ur super BBF like shumei if not ltr ppl copy again!) lol.

kept teasing pohli and her triple chin! ;d

met up with SYL cuz we wanted to see me (see she miss me so much). Dine in with her family at some new restaurant over at TM & its so freaking expensiveeeee!!! -.- & thx to SYL's parents who treated me to the dinner :D

We talked for like another 1hr! walau today whole day keep taking non stop -.-

Fri(19/9/08)

Decided to go sentosa with Eunice Shai and Jas
I thought shai came with us cuz she will break fast today BUT she didnt!! and the weather was sorching hot ok. Really admire ppl with such perseverance!

It's the 1st time Shai been to Sentosa beach (!!!) HAHA I KEPT TEASING HER

had a a nice day with them cuz we dont really hang ard in school today although they are my classmates but somehow we could really have fun tgt!! :D next time we'll go swimming and shopping tgt k! (:

They shared some things with me and that is when i know some ppl from the class bastard me. And the person is ___________ (whatever u think). wth. anywayz, we came to a conclusion that people whose names that start with the particular syllabus are unpredictable and weird ppl ;d

there were damn alot of mjc ppl over at sentosa (machiam sentosa owned by mj haha). there were like s202, s203, random couples from mjc, Fufoong with her callisto gang, and some random cliques here and there (wth U DIDNT ASK EVERYONE TO JOIN U ALL LOR CONFIRM CHOP GUARANTEE :@) what a team but nvm everything is over haha

we took 94 photoz (OMG)

I was burnt though i only sun tanned for half an hr (zzzz) now my shoulder hurts

Eunice's damn feminine that day

we took alot of group photoz using the timer (timer rockz)

Maybe i shld consider hanging more often with them in sch :D

they're wearing the same shirt!

SENTOSA JUMP

dog damn naughty. posed nicely when jas took with it but pounce on me when its my turn wth!

MY DINNERRR :D

met bee on e way back :D see my eyes so red. even my eyes are burnt from the strong sun!

i saw this on Julia's blog. "When people want to leave you, its not them leaving but you leaving them. Cause they no longer have you in their hearts but you still do."

Maybe its time for me to make a decision soon(:

Sat (20/9/08)

met B to go shopping cuz he feel like splurging

he waited for me 1hr 15min cuz i overslept (im so sorrrrrrrrrry) and as usual i know he's angry with me but he just kept quiet (thats his way of showing his pissed). haha! so now u guys now why we are 18mths but STILL NO QUARRELING gg on :D

he bought a crumpler bag, 2 berms, one cardigan, one top (alot of $$$$$!!!!)

B treat me food at Thai Express. We both ordered green curry (DAMN NICE!! can be compared with lemon grass i tell u & its so much cheaper :D) and Red Ruby (their red ruby so special! Instead of red rubbies in sweet coconut milk, its red rubbies with sweet coconut milk ICE CREAM! nice!)

walk ard and got hungry again and went to this stall in Far East (Hong Kong dessert? i think). I'm v sad cuz i wanted to eat their speciality "Polished glutinous rice with mango" but it was sold out ):

went to find SYL again at her workplace !

SYL

In the end we ate mango pancake (another MUST TRY!! the mango is super SWEET! If u know me well u will know im super sensitive to sour so even the slightest sour taste i can taste it but this is damn SWEEEEEET!!!!) and coconut juice with black polished glutinous rice.

Sun (21/9/09)

B made me cycle around the void deck below my hse to let me warm up and get back my cycling skills (if not later langga with cars on the road ah!)

We cycled from tampines to East coast Park and then to Parkway and then finally to Katong just to eat HANABI!!!! (thx B for the treat!)

OMFG HANABI damn nice (erjieeeee thanks for telling me this restaurant before u zhao to US!)

I will nvr ever eat SAKAE/any other Jap Buffet (unless necessary) cuz i will just go to HANABI to eat (the only bad is that HANABI dont have TAKO YAKI!!! walau i super love tako yaki can + its much more costly ): )

their "Yaki Niku (beef with teppan sauce), Tsukune (mixed chicken balls with sweet soy sauce), Sashima (DAMN FRESH) really damnnn nice. omg. thinking of it makes me hungry again :d

eat until very full until i cant walk straight and cant cycle lol

but okay after a while

cycled back to East coast and rest along the beach :D

took photoz again using timer (see timer rocks)

went to east coast hawker centre to drink Sugarcane w lime (OMG LIKE HEAVENLY) haha!

and cycled back home and tada im here blogging

Papa asked B how was the cycling and he told my dad i cycled until "BIN CEH CEH" (face green green) lol where got!!!!

my legs wobbly now i cycled for like 3hrs -.-

i thought i shed some fatz by cycling but then i gained back even more when i ate HANABI buffet. sian. Pohli now im fatter than u la happy???

carrying the bike up and down underpass aint funny. Bike damn heavy. maybe i shld invest in a bike thats only like 0.1kg (which is not impossible) haha!

Tampines West Community Club

baby snap me when im cycling along Simei park connector

Hey this shot isn't easy. B gotta balance himself while cycling + taking this shot. I gotta balance myself using one hand and then keep the smile + the twist. lol.